Letting my eyes close, I let Tor in, and watched his solitary tear weep for me. It formed a puddle in his eye, pooling over the green marble swirls of moss and fern and pine, and then molded into a translucent drop on his lashes, falling after a moment to his cheek, inching down over the sunburned face where sawdust sometimes lay. I watched as it rolled and caught on his lip before continuing its journey to his chin, mixing with the golden stubble, flattening into a spot of wetness, no longer a trickle of salty river. I held the picture for a moment longer and then let it slide away. It landed . . . a video gently placed in a box. I closed the lid and locked it.

I would take it out again someday.

When I was stronger.

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"But Not Forever is a magical time-traveling adventure that captivates readers from the start. Von Schleh’s sparkling prose sets the stage for the thrilling, intertwining journeys of Sonnet and Emma. Doppelgangers born into separate worlds, both are forced to face family dysfunction and reexamine societal conventions. Love and heartache cross over generations while universe forces and unbreakable family ties are clearly at work in this page-turning tale."  —Heather Cumiskey, award-winning author of I Like You Like This

“I stayed up well past my bedtime, devouring this charming, vividly imagined time-travel story. Jan Von Schleh plumbs the drama of her twin heroines’ dilemma with evocative period details, a cast of fully realized characters, and lots and lots of heart.”  —Pam McGaffin, author of The Leaving Year

“Lush, poignant, enchanting. Sonnet and Emma, and their intertwining stories, grabbed me from the start and wouldn’t let me go.”  —Julia Inserro, author of Nonni’s Moon

“From the heart-thumping opening lines of But Not Forever, one begins a thrilling journey from 2015 to 1895 and back again. Set in an abandoned mansion in the romantically named place, Monte Cristo, Jan Von Schleh has a beautiful, fresh style that deftly straddles the two eras.” —Rohini Sunderam writing as Zohra Saeed, author of Desert Flower

“Outstanding. I hadn’t intended to stay up late, but honestly this story is just so good, I had to finish it.” —Sam Morton, author of Jericho Road